Monday, April 07, 2008
tomorrow, the finale.
of a long, arduous journey of self-discovery
and the forging of many friendships and hatred.
its been 4 years since,
and now we're leaving.
though its been a very long time.
i still remember the first time i stepped into the avt.
the only person i knew was kok leong,
who was in the same class as me.
everyone else was a stranger who i have no clue about.
then slowly, after a year.
i began to get to know more and more people.
then, a new batch of sec ones came in,
i became a senior.
just thinking of that year brought back tons and tons of memories.
the "in" thing was basketball.
we would play till the late evening.
every weekend and holidays.
also, we watched the first ever teachers concert.
that was a blast.
sec 3, SYF year.
we worked hard and persevered on.
and managed to attain a gold with honours.
a first in dunman choir history.
it was a milestone.
following on that year,
we went to slokavia and cesky krumlov.
the worst trip, but i had alot of fun.
and so many things happened that were dear to me.
now, sec 4 and going on to jc.
in a blink of an eye. its 8th april.
the day the sec 4s step down.
the final concert, final performance.
the end of many great experiences.
though it would be the last time,
i have to see him. it saddens me that
my life would never be the same without it.
no more, hey lets go play pool.
or eh want go eat dinner?
so on and so forth.
instead it would be, eh going dnt?
or i got remedials and mock exams.
tomorrow would be the last time,
we'll go out together as a gang.
because after tomorrow.
it would be difficult to hang on to those bonds.
or more likely, ignorant.
the future looks bleak.
the end is inevitable.
we just have to learn to forget and move on.
just like how u have forgotten me.
but, no matter what.
even if you don't see this,
i just want you to know.
that i'll always be there
for you no matter what.
any assistance that you may acquire.
i will render my fullest effort to help you
no matter the circumstances.
but the sad fact is that,
you'd never ask.
of a long, arduous journey of self-discovery
and the forging of many friendships and hatred.
its been 4 years since,
and now we're leaving.
though its been a very long time.
i still remember the first time i stepped into the avt.
the only person i knew was kok leong,
who was in the same class as me.
everyone else was a stranger who i have no clue about.
then slowly, after a year.
i began to get to know more and more people.
then, a new batch of sec ones came in,
i became a senior.
just thinking of that year brought back tons and tons of memories.
the "in" thing was basketball.
we would play till the late evening.
every weekend and holidays.
also, we watched the first ever teachers concert.
that was a blast.
sec 3, SYF year.
we worked hard and persevered on.
and managed to attain a gold with honours.
a first in dunman choir history.
it was a milestone.
following on that year,
we went to slokavia and cesky krumlov.
the worst trip, but i had alot of fun.
and so many things happened that were dear to me.
now, sec 4 and going on to jc.
in a blink of an eye. its 8th april.
the day the sec 4s step down.
the final concert, final performance.
the end of many great experiences.
though it would be the last time,
i have to see him. it saddens me that
my life would never be the same without it.
no more, hey lets go play pool.
or eh want go eat dinner?
so on and so forth.
instead it would be, eh going dnt?
or i got remedials and mock exams.
tomorrow would be the last time,
we'll go out together as a gang.
because after tomorrow.
it would be difficult to hang on to those bonds.
or more likely, ignorant.
the future looks bleak.
the end is inevitable.
we just have to learn to forget and move on.
just like how u have forgotten me.
but, no matter what.
even if you don't see this,
i just want you to know.
that i'll always be there
for you no matter what.
any assistance that you may acquire.
i will render my fullest effort to help you
no matter the circumstances.
but the sad fact is that,
you'd never ask.
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:33 PM
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